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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Your baby brother.......







Hello sweet angel. I'm sorry I havent written to you in awhile, but your baby brother is here now. I know you already knew that because you were with us the day that he was born. It was a scary day, but with you and God by his side he made it and is here with us. We miss you so very much. I wish you could be here with us playing with your little brother. But I know you are watching over him every day. Thank you for watching over him during his time with me and the day that he was born. You are my angel. We love you son. Here are some pictures of him for you. Love you so much baby.






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Mommy

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Saying hello....

Hello sweet angel, I really don't know what to say. Tomorrow will be 11 months since you have been gone and I don't know what to do or say. It is so hard for me to believe that it has been 11 months already! Seems like just yesterday I was taking the pregnancy test that made me love you from that moment on. Its amazing how one little test like that can change your whole life in a split second and then how it can all be taken away with no notice or warning whatsoever. Today I am 37 weeks pregnant with your little brother and surprisingly I am very calm. Is that you near me, telling me that its OK? Of course it is. I miss you son so very much and wish you were here getting ready for the arrival of your brother. But I know you are watching over him and are near me every second of the day, helping me through. It just doesn't seem fair at all that you aren't here to celebrate Jacen's birth with us. It makes my heart ache and brings tears to my eyes. A mother or father should never have to endure this kind of torture or pain.
We love you dear son and miss you greatly. Stay near precious.

Love you always,
Mommy

Monday, April 6, 2009

"I would rather have had one breath of his hair..
one kiss of his mouth..
one touch of his hand..
than an eternity
without it.."

October 15th Video (Baby Jay is in this one)....

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