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Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Saying hello....

Hello sweet angel, I really don't know what to say. Tomorrow will be 11 months since you have been gone and I don't know what to do or say. It is so hard for me to believe that it has been 11 months already! Seems like just yesterday I was taking the pregnancy test that made me love you from that moment on. Its amazing how one little test like that can change your whole life in a split second and then how it can all be taken away with no notice or warning whatsoever. Today I am 37 weeks pregnant with your little brother and surprisingly I am very calm. Is that you near me, telling me that its OK? Of course it is. I miss you son so very much and wish you were here getting ready for the arrival of your brother. But I know you are watching over him and are near me every second of the day, helping me through. It just doesn't seem fair at all that you aren't here to celebrate Jacen's birth with us. It makes my heart ache and brings tears to my eyes. A mother or father should never have to endure this kind of torture or pain.
We love you dear son and miss you greatly. Stay near precious.

Love you always,

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